The building is flat and strange and glaring, with scrawling neon signs that flash and hum in a language Charlotte is not sure meets the definition of a language, and which she surely cannot read. Once upon a time it was the outpost of a long-vanished fast food chain (DAIRY DUKE, HOME OF THE MASHBURGER). Since then it has been home to, variously, a vaccuum-cleaner repair shop, a strip club, a head shop, and now this combination market / restaurant.
It is not as cold as you might imagine in Denver today and Charlotte stands outside the building with her thumbs hooked through the belt loops of her jeans frowning thoughtfully up at the strange sign, breathing in the peculiar mix of cast exhaust, fast food fumes, and the rather exotic melange of Central and South American and Southeast Asian cuisines to be found in the various mom-and-pop places up and down the Federal corridor.
Charlotte is dressed as she usually is, dedicated jeans, and a new Denver Broncos t-shirt since her Mexican Sprite one was ruined a handful of weeks ago, her winter coat open, her ubiquitous messenger bag, with all her tools and all her talens and all her treasures, slung rather negligently across her body.
"You've been here before?" Charlotte asks Erich, with a mixture of interest and skepticism, her pale blue eyes skimming his profile.
ErichErich was pretty sad when Mexican Sprite shirt got ruined. That might've been the night she came back healed up but still smelling of blood, which was also the night Erich just would not leave her alone. He kept finding reasons to come down from his loft, to visit her in her room, to bring her a mug of hot chocolate just 'cause he was making some for himself or poking his head in to see if she wanted to go get ice cream tomorrow or or or -- until finally Charlotte, in all her naivete and wisdom, understood that he just wanted to stay near his injured packmate the way all wolves do.
So he slept in her room that night, curled up at the foot of her bed in his wolf-shape. Which is rather large, all things considered -- way bigger than a pet dog, for one -- and pretty much ended up taking up half the bed. So it wasn't like she got very good rest. But still.
He felt better the next day, because she smelled better, and then they got ice cream and soon enough he sort-of-but-not-quite-forgot. Days went by; then this.
Ex-Dairy Duke. Now a buzzing neon-signed generic all-you-can-eat. The food isn't terribly good, but it's plentiful and it's cheap, and Erich seems to have a knack for sussing places like this out. He's locking up his car as Charlotte inspects the building. Bounding up on the curb beside her, he nudges her with a shoulder -- the impact softened through his heavy winter jacket -- and grins.
"Yeah. Once. It's good. C'mon." And he pulls the door open for her.
CharlotteCharlotte eats the strangest things, sometimes. She also likes caviar and steak tartar and sweetbreads and champagne in teacups and there is no separating her strange and haunting purity from her spare and stark frame, at least not for the wolves, who know her blood and know her lunacy and know her promise and know the legacy of her ancestors as soon as they catch a glimpse of her: a nimbus of as yet untouched promise and divine, dividing madness. So, the lilting glance she sends winging upward in Erich's direction as he bumps her shoulder so familiarly could well seem tinged with a rather arch hauteur to any strange beasts who might happen upon the pair.
There are no strange beasts, however, just these two, and Erich of all people can see the quietly supple bend of light in her her eyes.
"It's weird," Charlotte is saying as she ducks in past Erich tonguing her cheek musingly as they walk into the little foyer and turn to slowly take in the setting. The gumball machines and half-broken crane game, full of dusty stuffed animals and cheap, gold-painted watches. ALL U CAN ATE EAT is written in four different languages on a posterboard sign.
"'Cos it feels all narrow and tangled and stifling but also different too," she continues, with a surprising degree of maturity, waiting for Erich the knower-of-things to show her the way. "Mutable.
"I like it."
Erich"Really?" Erich perks at that. He hadn't really expected her to say that. Maybe she'd like the food or the fact that you could eat until your stomach burst after paying only $9.99, or maybe she'd like being here with him. But he didn't really think she'd like ... it. Whatever it is. This place. Its narrow tangled stifling mutability. "Aw, yay. I'm glad. I like it too. Don't use the bathroom though, if you really gotta go just ask the waitress if you can use the staff toilet. Anyway,"
there are two doors. To keep out the cold, and all. He pushes open the second one and they are inside that strange, flat building. The layout is simple: a bunch of tables and booths, and then -- near the double-swinging double-doors to the kitchen -- a setup of several buffet counters where entrees and sides and soups hang out under heat lamps, bolstered by wilted-looking salads and a softserve machine, which is in turn accompanied by toppings and poundcake and bite-sized cheesecake noms.
"We pay up front," he says. "I got it, don't worry. Then we grab some plates and just load up. And you can go back for seconds as many times as you want."
CharlotteThere are two doors. There were two doors in the Dairy Duke and two doors in Maeir's Sweeper Service and two doors leading into the strip club and everything else that has lived here before Main Home Buffet and Lounge. Where the lounge proper might be located is not precisely clear but -
Really? And, "Yeah," she assures him, an odd solidity in her tone. "It's like one of those lizards that changes its tongue depending on what it eats."
Charlotte ducks and she ducks again. Erich assures her that she needn't worry about paying and Charlotte was not ever worried about paying so she gives him a humming, spinning sort of look and allows him to pay. Even in the near-a-year since the creature ran away with him, she does not and has not worried about money. She receives an allowance. Sometimes she spends it all on caviar and pottery glazes and does not worry about when she will get more because she has never worried about that. And perhaps because there is that magic credit card that her brother gave her and which he pays, month after month, religiously. No matter what the charges, or where they are from.
So, "Okay," she tells him with equanimity, studying the buffet with her alien sort of interest while Erich takes care of the bill. Ahead of time. The clerk behind the counter hands Erich two plates still warm from the dishwasher and unleashes them on the steam tables. There are stranges in the room, but somehow even the hungriest of them find ways to stay at their tables or shift themselves away from the pressure of Erich's rage.
She wrinkles her nose when Erich warns her away from the bathrooms and is still sort-of-wrinkling her nose about that and says nothing more but: Charlotte will take the admonishment to heart.
--
Erich is the Ahroun. So Charlotte cedes pole position to him and follows him into battle, haunting his flank and watching as he fills and then overfills his place and maybe picks up an auxliary plate to go along with the primary plate. She's quiet, a flame of affection kindled in her eyes, animal and close. Pack. If he insists that she try the meatloaf Charlotte tries the meatloaf, but otherwise her choices are chaotic as strangely delicate as one might expect.
Erich"I have never," Erich declares, "heard of lizards that change their tongues. I've heard of lizards that change their colors."
And so they descend on the spread. And Erich indeed fills and then overfills his plate with nothing but meat, meat, meat, meat and more meat. Roast turkey and bbq chicken and something stringy and tough that passes for beef steak. Sausages and bacon and kielbasa and ham. Meatloaf. Buffalo wings. Fried chicken. Fried catfish. Tiny, overcooked shrimp in a casserole, which he spends almost five minutes picking at because he doesn't want any cheese or pasta. There's one table where they serve each guest exactly one so-called lobster mornay, which looks more like large crawfish mornay. By the time Erich swings by, he has two plates already, and he is given his lobster on a third.
Which he then promptly overfills with more meat.
--
He is as laden as a bumblebee returning from the flower-fields by the time he comes back to their table. Three plates thunk down, and then he goes back to get himself a big cup of Sprite. American Sprite, not Mexican Sprite. When he comes back again, he's brought napkins and utensils and also straws, one of which he gives to Charlotte. Her plate, with its strange, chaotic, delicate choices, gets a stink-eye from him. Though in the grand scheme of things -- it's people like her, eating like birds, that make it possible for people like Erich to come here and chow down without bankrupting Main Home Buffet and Lounge.
(He hasn't figured the Lounge part out yet.)
"I heard broccoli is really bad for you," he says. "Like it'll constipate you for sure, 'cause it's too much fiber or something."
CharlotteCharlotte's plate proper is arranged more for aesthetics than for any other reasons. There was no particular reason she chose one small teaspoonful of meatload and arranged it like an island sheltered by an umbrella-of-a-broccoli stalk and ringed by reefs of shrimp-casserole pasta gilded with its strangely orange cheese sauce. Erich did not scoop out all of the shrimp, two or three are sort of swimming in the little lagoon of barbecue sauce between the reef and the beach, and when Erich comes back with his Sprite, Charlotte trades him a straw for those handful of barbequed shrimp. And if her main plate resembles some sort of strange, outsider art diorama, by the time Erich returns with his Sprite Charlotte has returned with her Sundae. Which was created with a capital S. Soft serve fills a large bowl usually reserved for pasta, and is laden with a towering assortment of mismatched toppings, from skittles to candied peanuts, strawberry and peanut butter, hot fudge and pretzels and ever manner of sprinkles.
"Did you hear that from your stomach?" Charlotte is asking him, as she accepts a straw, tears the paper off with her teeth and blows the rest of the wrapper off the other end. "Or a real live person?"
ErichErich shoots Charlotte a pretend-scowl, which is pretend because, well, he can't really scowl at anyone who'll fish every last tiny shrimp out of a casserole for him. Plus: she is his packmate.
"Maybe," he says, which isn't an answer at all because he doesn't clarify which of the options he's maybe-ing. "Also, that ice cream looks AMAZING. I'm gonna make one after I eat. But I'm gonna do more fudge and no pretzels."
His mouth is already full. He is already eating. A lot.
"Hey," this is so casually casual that Charlotte, having spent near-a-year with him, likely knows at once that he's actually about to break some major news that he doesn't want to make deal about, just pretend it's not a big deal, "so I'm like, about to go challenge. For Fostern."
CharlotteHow do you FEEEEEEL about this Erich? (I can has empathy! WP because this is important.)
Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (6, 6, 6, 6) ( success x 5 ) [WP]
Erich[he is excited! and nervous! he's excited because after a very long time of being on the fringes and never quite feeling like he fit in, having a pack has really helped him feel like he has a place where he belongs. and having that grounding has enabled him to go out and commit to things like a city, a sept, etc. and that, in turn! has allowed him to gain the sort of acceptance and respect that he never really thought he'd have. and THAT, in turn, has empowered him to go and try to level up after SEVEN PLUS YEARS as a cliath.
but also: nervous. 'cause he's not sure he'll succeed. and he's not sure he's ready! and he's afraid he'll fail, and if he does fail, he's afraid that'll mean he actually does suck and doesn't belong and doesn't deserve to be respected etc etc etc.]
CharlotteCharlotte is watching Erich over her meal nd wriggling about in her seat to check out the rest of the dining room. The people tucked away in their corners and the like, before she returns back to him. There is a sort of wary watchfulness written into her face and brow as she eyes the buffet attendants who drift out of the swinging-doors to the kitchen with steaming, stainless steel dishes of something to settle over the buffet.
All that wriggling stops when Erich is so casually casual and the teenager's sharp, pale eyes alight on him once more.
And stay there.
And sharpen.
Something about the intensity of the look feels lupine, wholly animal - the keenness, the committment to discovery - but Charlotte is not studying him with her strangely feral surety, but something else altogether. Human and selfish and selfless and strange.
Her generous little mouth is sealed a bit, the spreading curve of her strange expression pressed together.
Charlotte has a spoonful of sundae scooped out of the bowl but not yet lifted to her mouth and that spoonful lingers and starts to drip, melting from silverware back into the bowl.
"Good. You oughtta." This oddly sane, buoying surety in her eyes and in her voice, a maturity of spirit from which she absents herself so often. "If you don't wanna do it here in Denver I'm gonna go with you wherever you want to go. And I'll be there whether or not you make it.
"Losing a challenge isn't dishonorable, you know.
"Refusing one might be."
ErichSomething like relief, subtle but visible, settles over Erich when Charlotte assures him -- before he even asks! -- that she'll go with him. And be there. "Thanks," he says, sincerely and maybe just a bit shyly. "I asked Melantha if she could come along too. And she said yes. So like, I'll have you guys in the bleachers. Which is nice."
He hasn't stopped eating. Even talking about Serious Stuff like this, stuff that is clearly quite important to him even if he'd like very much to pretend it's not, hasn't averted him from his singular goal of stuffing himself like a turkey tonight. He eats turkey, he eats beef, he gnaws on a chicken wing and then he eats those hard-won shrimp by the spoonful.
A furrow-browed glance at her, though, when she points out that losing a challenge isn't dishonorable, but refusing one might be. "I can't tell if you're hinting at something?" he says, a statement that up-curves into a query. "I mean, with the refusing-might-be-dishonorable thing."
Charlotte"I mean you're ready." Charlotte responds to him, quietly and seriously, with a mild stitch between her own brows. It does not correspondence to the furrow in his. Like the many iterations of All You Can Ate Eat, it is written in an entirely different language.
Charlotte's breath feels strange in her throat but she takes the breath and drops the sundae. The spoonful of sundae, back into its rapidly melting Lake Sundae bowl.
She is Very Serious but there's an alert, wolfish cant to her head as she studies him. "And now you know it. So if you make Fostern it'll be awesome. And if you don't make Fostern it'll be better than you think. It won't mean that you're a failure. Because you challenged and you'll challenge again. You've earned the right, and the only way you could really fail now would be to never try in the first place.
"See?"
Erich"I do see," Erich says, all earnest: because he does. He does see that, he does get it, all that makes sense to him when someone says it to him or when he thinks it to himself. "But. Well. I'm still glad you're coming along. And Melantha. 'Cause if I don't make Fostern, I think maybe I'm gonna need you to tell me that again. Like five hundred times. Okay?"
And he reaches across the table, nudges her sundae at her. "It's melting," he reminds her.
Charlotte"That's cool," Charlotte returns, with a rather bracketed little grin and a half-shrug of her spare shoulders. Aping someone else's language: perhaps his, perhaps someone long-since dead. "What I really wanted was ice cream soup."
Then, a spare flash of her eyes from behind pale lashes. "And of course we will. We're pack. We'll do it five hundred times plus one."
ErichThat flash of her eyes: caught, met, returned with a lopsided grin and, a moment later, a bump of his foot against hers. That's all the acknowledgment he gives, though, and perhaps all the acknowledgment he can give right now. In public. At a cheap buffet, where they've loaded ridiculous heaps of food onto their plates-and-bowls.
"Ice cream soup is totally gross," he says instead, or in lieu of whatever a more eloquent or mature creature might have said. "I bet your sprinkles are gonna get soggy. You should go get one of those lobster thingies. They're pretty good."
CharlotteCharlotte rolls her eyes a bit. There's nothing gross about ice cream soup. It's the same stuff just no longer frozen. It's like saying that ice is amazing but water is gross. So: a roll of her eyes probably for Erich's denouncement of ice cream soup, of which she slurps a whole giant spoonful just to tell him that she is a rebel or something and does not care whether or not her sprinkles get soggy. They're still sprinkles.
They're still delicious.
But lobster-things, her sharp little chin rises and she glances over Erich's shoulder, following the drift of one of those workers past the steam tables to the lobster-thing-station, where they hand out the lobsters in their sad little glory,
"Maybe I will."
And maybe she does. No: actually she does, slip out of the booth and walk across the cheap little restaurant to take her single-allowed-lobster-plate. Brings it back and sets it down on the table, where she returns to consuming her melting ice cream.
It will not be long until Charlotte will be full, nudging that lobster back toward Erich, sharing the choice part of their odd, all-too-human kill.